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             ~ Bismillahirrohmanirrohim ~                                                                                                   Assalamualaikum n salam ceria bwt semua y melawat blog ni...hmm..dh lame sngt x bersua kn??waaahh..obviously cam nk bwt surat formal..hee..okeyh refer kpd title kt ats y x brp nk worth a second look tu, sy kt cni juz merindui sngt nk tulis ape y terbuku kt hati slme ni..aishh..ble tgk blog ni, last published- 8 Sept, rse cam _______err...x tau lah kawe nk ckp gano..haha..kn dh sounds kelate tu..hmm..ok2..act, bnyk y amat story y nk di 'share' kn..hee..jap /let me remind first\ kirenye sept,oct,nov n now dh dis blog ni lngsung xde news..ye dak??hmm..                                                                                                                            10 Sept :)) haa...wut kind of date tu??hee..it was my bornday la..ok..time ni hari skolah..n  sy ade dpt kek...danke y amat sy ucpkn..ye:| hari tu mmg sy hepy tp x lame..diorg bwt surprise ble sy msuk kls..n hati time tu mmg berbunge..tp ble tgk ade kwn rapat sndiri pon mcm x ske dgn kehadiran kek tu n jgk kebahagiaan aku time,srious hati bgitu trse..aku mngis dlm hti time tu ble diorg seolah-olah bwt donno n x appreciate aq..kawan, blh x klu kau  smpan skjp perasaan benci kau tu utk raikan aq time tu??ok ble nk dikenang balik aku rse mcm aq ni bkn kawan mu la..tp aku optimis je time tu..aku bwt tak tahu dan tak kesah..coz aku xnk spoilkn mood aku time tu..almost stiap hari aku fikirkn soal kwn2 ni..aku rindu mu semua..tp aku tahu..rindu aku x terbalas pon mungkin..aku tak tahu tu fakta atau persepsi aku smata-mata..ble balik aku trus nanges..without knowing wut's my fault actually??lm my thought time tu diorg jeles ke??their eyes marginally told me that they're like strangers..on that time la..let it be lah..aku dh penat ngn semua ni..dri form 3 lg feeling ni sllu ade..aku xblh selfish..xpayah fkir sngt sal diri ni..org lain bnyk lg trime ujian..ape y aku nk pesan kt cni, cbe optimis dlm friendship korg..don't depend too much on others coz ur own shadow will leave u when u r in darkness kang??                                        --------*-*----------------------------------*-*----------------------------*-*-------------------------                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                         19 sept :)) days go on like usual..hari2 ku sbg hambaNya, anak kpd umi n walid, sbg pelajar n jge sbg seorg sahabat..tarikh ni mrupakn noraida punyer birthday..see??btp rapatnye kitorg smpi birthdate pon dlm bln y sme..haaa..k merapu..hri ni aku bwt surprise kt die bli kek n celebrate lm kelas..time rehat ok..pndai2 je aku bwt plan suh die jumpe cg la hape lah..haha..y pasti aku xboh die rse mcm y aku rse ble smbut birthday aku hri tu...ape y aku nk on that day ialah smile n laugh on her face...smpi aku plk y smngt trlebeh..hee..n maaf sngt2 lau ade certain jokes kami y bwt org trse..hee..smpi kt cni aje lah citer sal ni yer..                                                                                                                                 ------------------------------------*-*-----------------------------*-*-----------------------------------awal oct :)) haaa...final exam time la ni..aiyyoyo..mse utk memerah otak..tp ade ke mu ni all out wahai rjbh?? x kang?? usaha pon x brp nk ade acano nk dpt result oohsem??kang2??ok honestly mmg kurang kesungguhan sy ni..cik rjbh ni msh blum sedar die berada di zon mne di level mne ni kang??ok..wahai cik rjbh ..CHANGE..juz a simple word but it was a complex action..faham di situ??got it??ye aku tahu..dan no need utk manjang lebarkannye..ye dak? juz take action! u know wut should u do rite??ok..time exam ni pong mcm2 dugaan y ada..Allahuakbar ..biase lah tu..n we must overcome it with??haa..dgn ape??opcoz la dgn ilmu n iman..ye dak??lau kte ikutkn nafsu n syaitan y never nk give up suh kte jd kwn die ni mmg makan diri lah jawab nye kang?? hmm..lau nk cte sal result tu mmg truk y amat la..paceroh lah nk fall in love ngn bio kimia n bagai..tp?? haa..same2 lah kte pk yep..tuntut ilmu krn Allah..ingt tu..bru lah berkat..ok..' jealousy comes again ' ...bkp lah ayt ni sllu bermain dlm fikiran time tu..aishh..kacau daun je..hmm..aku ni mmg pencemburu blind..haha..Ya Rabbi, peliharalah hati dan pndngn ku..time tu aku sob ba ro je ble tgk si dia n si die berbalas snyuman, pndgn n so forth lah..wahai hati, limaza anda bgitu concern dlm hal tu?? dh la..xyh layan sngt persaan tu..juz let it be...toksah duk pk sngt..ok..with His will:)                                                                                                                           ----------------------*-*----------------------*-*------------------------*-*----------------------------26 oct :)) praise be to Allah..masih lg diberi kesempatan utk meraikn hari raya haji..alhmdulillah..remind us about ??haaa..pasal ape??pengorbanan spe??haa..Nbi Ibrahim n Nbi Ismail lah..subhanalloh:')kaifa ea?? mcm mne kte nk tingktkn iman n taqwa kte ble dgr kisah pengorbanan Nabi ni muslimin n muslimat sekalian??Kte ditest n diexperiment dgn ujian y amat kecik jika nk di comparekn dgn Nabi Ibrahim n anaknye ye dak??ok muhasabah balik..kte cpt sngt sigh sne sigh cni ..kang??ok x kate kt spe2jgk .khas ditujukn kpd diri sy y kerdil ni..kdg kne ulcer kt mulut pon dh nk mrh sne mrh cni..ape kes??ok..smbut raye kt rmh bru ni cukup meriah..x mcm last year..haa..tu je blh ckp..hehe..asal kte ingt pngorbanan Nbi lah kan??hmm..ok smpi cni dlu yer...                                               --------------------*-*---------------------*-*-----------------------------*-*--------------------------1 Nov :)) hAaa...hri ni birthday spe??hee..time ni dh hbis exam kte loafing2 je la kt kelas..n hri ni birthday kwn aku sorg ni..saengil chukka hamnida..hee..n pg tu dtg trus wish birthday kt die..n ade la bg smthng..n cam biase lah..die say tq..n esk nye aku hrp sngt die respon kate2 aku kt blkg bku tu..eh2..dh ter kbo plk..haha..tp die x ckp pape pon..dlm hati time tu...hmm..btol lah persepsi aku..die mcm x appreciate je..truk kang aku??wahai hati,dlm bnyk2 persepsi bkp persepsi tu jgk y mu plih..please la..optimis lah ckt..wahai hati,dh la..ok dh..xboh sdeh2 ni:)))))))                                                                                                   -------------------------*-*------------------------------*-*---------------------------------------------22 nov:)) haa..ni plk hari pergi kem..tp b4 that ade prg klntan..nk hntr my only bro pergi kem kt sne..3 weeks tau..n skrg die blum pulang..hmm..lg prgi umh spupu..haa..n jgk ade muktamar..muktamar pas..tau x??haa..itulah perhimpunanpas:) juz tman walid ngn umi..n dgr lah skli ucapan para pimpinan..hmm..duk kt KB tu mmg best..mostly pnduduknye pon well mannered..pndai layan ttmu, friendly n so forth...papan2 iklan pon mostly artis bertudung..manis sngt:)) n malam tu ade mkn Ajihs nasi lemak..not bad la..pstu mse otw nk balik tu ade singgah ekspo MAIK..n u know wut??tmpatnye adlh kt istana ngri kt Kubang Krian..wahh..best sngt dpt msuk sne..x habess2 nk taking pic..haa..lau nk tgk gmbr kt insta sy lah..kemalasan lop nk upload kt cni..hee..maap2..eh..ni x cte lg sal kem dh bnyk melencong..aiyoo..bab tu lah lau jwb essay bm xboh plih y cerita..tkut melencong..hehe..ok kem sy tu 3 hri 2 mlm shj..first smpi tu mmg sigh gler..coz cam x selesa..tp ble fkir ape pngisian y cbe pngnjur nk bwt, mmg ade baiknye..kte kne pndang y positf ye dak??n umi pon ade send msg..nk tahu??check it out kt insta la..hee..kat kem tu mngajar mcm2 nilai..kasih syg, ukuwah dlm persahabatn, kerjasama, pengorbanan, bersyukur n so on lah..n ble tgk kesungguhan abg2 n akak2 fesi mmg mmbuatkn sy terharu..kt sne ade bwt group..n u know wut??haa..ana dilantik jd ketua kump..hehe..myb sbb aku plh tua kot..y pstinye tu semua dpt tingktkn keyakinan n keberanian diri kte ye dak..plus kne bg plk ucapan wakil peserta prmpuan scr spontan..aiyoo..main tibai je ape y ade lm kepala..time tu gigi dh x rse mcm gigi dh..bygkn lah..scr spontan dpn almost 400 peserta..x mnggigil aku kat situ..hee..anyway syukur y amat sngt coz dibri pluang..dpt jmpe kwn bru, ilmu bru..haaa..pngalaman tu pnting..as we know, Experiences is the teacher of all things..right??jd cri lah pluang n pnglmn tu:))                                                         -----------------------*-*----------------------------------*-*-------------------------------------------30 nov:)) haaaa...jumaat..ni brthday izzaty...aku send card je kt die..sorry..x ley bg pape lg memandangkn holiday ni..hee..sy hrp awk baik2 sje..wahh..formal lg..n doakn awk berjaya di dunia n akhirat..izzaty, tingkatkn smngt n keyakinan in what matter u do ok..hmm..smlm tokki ngn ayhsu ade mri dumoh..hee..trubat rndu..lme sngt dh x jmpe..pstu sembang2 ngn ayhsu..aku ckp x ley lg ngn stdy ni..ngn spm ni..cam x ley trime realiti je y aku ni spm candidate nxt year..haa..mcm2 tips la dpt dri ayh su..act sume tu dh tahu cme blum take action je..antarenye ayh su suh ajr blk ape y kte fhm kt kwn kte..tp jgn act too smart katenye..coz t org x ske..x smstinye kte ckp ngn org..ckp ngn cermin..pon blh..hee...lg  hafal ayt quran..bru berkat..then bnyk lg la sembang..x larat eden nk menaip nye..hee..haa..ayh su ni jgk la y nsihat aku xley bwt sign peace tu time ambk pic tu..tq!!       ---------------------------------------*-*----------------------------------*-*---------------------------2 dec....haa..hri ni lah aku menaip sgala bnda..hee...ok nxt year spm kang?? so agak2 blh bersua ke tidak ngn uncle blog ni??heehe...homework tgh tunggu tu..revision asyik duk memanggil je..n latihan plk terjerit terpekik pnggl nme aku..hee..terngiang-ngiang di telinga nsihat2 dri umi n walid, sdre ,cikgu, kwn2 n so forth..honestly, bnyk mnd lg y nk dikongsi..hal saudara kte kt Gaza n bnyk lg..even dh bwt gencatansnjata sklipon aku still boikot brgn israel tu.Ya Allah...bantu lah hmba2Mu y berada di jalanMu..amin ya Rabb.."...tidak beriman ssorg itu slgi die x menyayangi saudaranya spt die mnyayangi dirinye sndiri.."  halusi makna hadis tu...kte slesa je kt cni kang?? please..ayuh!! umat Muhammad, pertahankn al-Aqsa..ble kte dgr motivasi n slide show sal palestin ni mst sdeh n rse tercabar kang??tp adakah kte take action lpas stu2 motivasi or prgram tu?? renungkn..sy tujukn utk diri sy jgk...n about the pru y coming soon tu sy doakn sngt364 spy parti y btol2 menegakkn Islamn kebenaran y akn mentadbir negara tercinta ni...amin...ok..smpi cni dlu coretan dri sy..y baik dtg nye dri Allah..dan y buruk sgalnye dri kekurgn sy sndiri...sme2 kte doakn kejayaan umat islam di dunia dan akhirat:) salam.